Ok!
So yesterday, a lot of you read and replied to a journal i wrote.
Coming home today (like i knew i would) I deleted the journal.
This is mainly because I think it's totaly crap!! Haha!
A few of you know that after 13 years of schooling, i have embarked on the adveture that is uni. This lifestyle change (especially the irregular hours) is really taking its toll on me in terms of sleep and emotianl stability and i spose yesterday was the culmination and explosion of it all.
A couple of people in particular were the ones to release the wrath of my emotions, and experience most of the force.
SO I'D REALLY LIKE TO APPOLOGISE TO THEM FIRST AND FOREMOST!!I'm so sorry you had to see me in a state such as that, I hope that you'll forgive me and we can move on in our creative directions
Admittedly, the entry was a mix of things on my mind for most of this year. So not everything is relevant to everything else.
Next, I'd like to send many hugs and kisses out to all those who consoled me and giving me their opinions.
It just nice hearing I'm not the only one who sees things in a certain way, and hearing what you guys have to say.
It also makes me feel extremely loved to have people offer me a few kind words when i needed them.
So thanks
In answer to what some of you ask, no I will not quit modelling or my art. I have too much of a passion for it. I have worked to hard to give up now.
I will be taking it easy, however. I think I need to have another sit down and think about things, get everything back into perspective again. Mainly, to work on not caring what people think again...
It's my body, my life, my rules (most of the time)
*phew*
In other news, had a huge night last night!
Went to a 19th for one of my bestest best friends ever and it was great until it ended in some fucking scum douche bags beating up one of the people there, on a trip to service station.
Then, because we called the police, they did it again, this time with fence pailings. Awesome.
This guy is suuuuuch a trooper. 4 guys with wooden pickets couldn't keep him down....
My boyfriend and I ended up having to take him to the hospital at 2 am as the main injury was to his head. A giant gash that now has 9 staples in it.
We wanted to make sure he was ok, we ended up leaving him waiting in the ER at about 5am. So yeah, i think he's ultimately ok. Many many bruises and war wounds but at the time he was still able to laugh at how he was making the guy angry by not going down..
So yeah, we are now shaken and stirred group of people...
x T
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